Not to be insensitive for the tsunami / nuclear incident in Japan.

School Bus situation in Japan:

School Bus situation in India:

Thank you Lord for wonderful Manila. So grateful to be here.

Prayers go to the victims of the Japan Tsunami.

Repeat All -- "Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel"

As I've always been, what I like, I really like. So when I love, I really love. And i really love Mariah's latest album - "Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel".

Not much belching or screeching, and its been so long since I've played an album on REPEAT ALL. It has this sexy gangster feel that makes uplifts me from morning til night.

Here's part of the lyrics from the song "Ribbon":

It's only been 20 good minutes since I kissed you Come back boo, I miss you Wish I had 20 million hours to caress you And undress you, to be continued Boy you, you don't know how it feels when you whisper in my ear Boy you, you give my body chills whenever you are near And boy I got your lovin' on my mind I got your lovin' on my mind You got me wrapped up, packed up Ribbon with a bow on it I got your lovin' on my mind I got your lovin' on my mind You got me wrapped up, packed up Ribbon with a bow on it Wrapped up, packed up Ribbon with a bow on it Wrapped up, packed up Ribbon with a bow on it

For those whod wanna get a dose of girly hits, please check this out. ^_^

Learning

Pastor Joey Bonifacio blogged a series on the "Learning".

He quote from the book "One Month to Live"...

"The difference between school and life? In school, You're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson." -Tom Bodett

I'm going to get a copy of this book when I get back...!^_^

Missing A Boy..

One of the little things that makes me smile while being away is the mere thought of a boy. A friend I can lambast and vice versa (but not too much!). A friend I've hung out and who has confided in me. A friend I believe in. I just wanna hear what he has to say. My heart hasn't reacted this way to a song for so long! And I pray that the Lord lets me see him again.

For all the girls who are into A boy. (The song did say "boy", so its meant for monogamy. I think.), this song is for you! ^_^

Come Here Boy - Imogen Heap

Its dark in here
Visions are flashing into my head
As I reminisce
My reoccuring dreams and you said

Im falling, falling for you babe,
And my feelings are gettin stronger,
So why dont you stay with me for a
For a little longer

Come here boy,
Oh come here boy,
Come here boy
Oh come here boy

I know that my face
Is only too familiar to your sleep
I can see it in your eyes
I can tell by your body heat

Why are you taking so long
You need to come and find me, honey
To set your mind at rest
And let your dreams run free.

You know, Im no stranger in your dreams
Im craving Im howling Im begging and pleading
Be mine tonight

Oh and Im waiting Im dying, Im wanting and needing
To show you a night

Where Ill be touching and holding caressing and giving you
Your every fantasy
Ill get you dreaming and lusting burning and praying
For more of this ecstasy.

...Maybe it'll just be a dream. I'm just so thankful for that warm, fuzzy feeling. ^_^

I arrived at Guangming last Thursday. I signed a 2 year contract, but lets see pray about that. The silence is deafening. Picture a scene from Shaider (remember Shaider?) when the antagonist are about to conquer the world. and the whole town’s dead. Parang ganon! And most of the food smells like kuchay. Huhuhuhu! Not that I’m ungrateful for the generous amount of fiber, but I’d be more grateful if I had Kare-kare, Pinakbet or even Gising-gising! (Even if it was gising-gising made of kangkong stalks!!!)

Moving to China is way different from my old life. Even if it’s probably the best place to be in Guangzhou, it’s still super different from anywhere Ive been to.

But being here lets me appreciate all the little things I had and have experienced the past 25 years.

Other than my cellphone, the things that helps make me sane are my notepad, my ipod and some books I brought with me.

I’ve here for 9 days and it has been very refreshing. I’m almost 100% sure that Multiply cannot be accessed in China. So farewell Multiply (for now) and hello Blogspot! (Yeay!)

I'm a Christian. I have a very special bond with the Lord. I know that He has a purpose for me, I pray for certain things to happen, but if not I can honestly say, "Let Thy will be done". I have a cell group, help out in church, know most of Don Moen's songs, bring people to accept Christ and perform a lot of functions like a normal Christian.

BUT, I also engage in let's say ... "worldly things". I like boys, I drink, I've tried different stuff, I maxed my credit card when MANGO's on sale, I talk back to my mom and have lead a typical non-Christian childhood.

I chose to remain anonymous so I can be as honest about what goes on my head as a child of God, even as I experience "worldly activities". But now, I'm all the more convinced that the Lord has given me these experiences not to keep to myself but to share.

I chose HAGAR as my inspiration for this, because although she was Sarah's maidservant, she was "having a thing with Abraham". I'm imagining her as my girlfriend. We'd make chika at Starbucks, she'd be crying to me and say "ayoko na... ayoko na talaga kay Abraham, ang kapal ng mukha nung Sarah na yun...kala ko ba akin na si Abe .. tapos a aawaw awayin niya ako ...???"

So she was trying to run away... but the Lord said, in Genesis 16:9...

...Then the angel of the LORD told her, "Go back to your mistress and submit to her." 10 The angel added, "I will so increase your descendants that they will be too numerous to count."

11 The angel of the LORD also said to her:
"You are now with child
and you will have a son.
You shall name him Ishmael, [a]
for the LORD has heard of your misery.

12 He will be a wild donkey of a man;
his hand will be against everyone
and everyone's hand against him,
and he will live in hostility
toward [b] all his brothers."

I'm not saying na magpakaconcubine tayo, I'm just saying that as girls, of course we'd feel like running away. For some, mas masaya gumimik kaysa maging Christian, for some its hard to go to church after having sex with someone, but for whatever reason, when you try to run away, try to come back "HOME".

For now, yes I still go out on "gimmicks" and stuff, so I wanna share also the parties I attend. Plus encourage people that if you still can't give it up, go lang. But still try to go to Church after.

I've finally figured out how to blog and what to blog about!


Aaannd, I am also finally back with Him as I have been acting like a brat the past 3 years. He's been around, its not like we totally broke up but sometimes I simply insist on my ways, even when I know it's not right. And no, this won't be anything like your Sunday School Teacher told you about.


Its just that, amidst my not-so-colorful life, He's always there! (Always been and always will be) HE has interfered with my career, my diet, my family and even my sex life! And thank God, He did!


Going out on Saturday nights and church on a Sunday afternoon is happening to so many people in the metropolis today. We're supposed to know when to stop but, well, sometimes we don't know how or when to.


So there. These are just my 10 cent's worth on what I see today as a young girl and my understanding of the Word of God. I'm gonna try not to lose my cool and keeping my faith.